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Letter to my DarlingI wish you would see
All the unhappiness on my expressionless face
The shakiness in my palms..
If you listened to my heart
You would hear the chaos of the emotions that run within me
Deep down all I wish is if you had poured your heart
All I wish is if you would talk to me
All I wish is for you to talk to me
As if the sun and moon were to explode any second
One can only hope that
Would cherish the sun
More than every star out there
So take my hand and maybe
You'll fall a little more for me
I may not be as grand as the others
But I sure as well
Love you more than
That could be loved
But if you get too preoccupied
With the sun
I am indeed just a small star
Don't simply assume that
It means I don't hurt
How great a hole that has been punctured
Countless of times
This is just a letter though
So throw it away
Whatever you choose to do with it
Remember it may be the only letter
That I've written in
ButterflyLife itself, means nothing when you are not in appearance. The sun does not shine bright enough, the moon is never big enough, and my love for you only grows larger and larger each day with you gone.
Come back, I whisper. I'll continue to whisper so throughout my dear forever more. Until the day my dove returns to its true home, it's first nest. Maybe not its only nest, but it's most important one at that.
Maybe we were never to be together, but we were meant to meet each other. You were my world, still are too. You're everything I want to be and want my children to be. You're beautiful inside and out and I pray, I hope, I seek that day where you see what I see darlin'. That day where you finally embrace all the beautiful things you are. All your glorious attributes wrapped up in one single dose of sunshine.
Please, dear love, see the wings I see.
You're like a butterfly: You can't see your wings, but I can. Oh, and how so lovely those wings ar
LillsShort and swirly
you might seem confused if you see her
walking down your halls during the day
I see it either way
she takes after no one
she is herself.
Showing the world how different it could be
she walks tall
the world of hers is something painted
with all these colours in her life
if she notices someone smacking a head on the wall
you'll for sure get her face
That dark zinged hair
that soil that seems black but has decieved you
she isn't too curved
isnt too girly
she isnt too anything
she is just in between
shes the perfection
Sometimes I look out and wonder why people can't be like her more
She loves to roam
nature won't judge her
or hurt her
they'll never knock her down
not as long as she holds the wheat tenderly in her palms
those Italian hands
that little dark lean man can't be found
shes far from him and his ranting
his banter is long gone
lost in the wind.
we need more o
frigid, morbid; a dropping plum
a dry desert
Racism-- a pointless proven banter
Right to love freely--still denied
All my hope--flying high
My best friend is asexual
you going to shame her name forevermore too?
My shopping buddy is gay
so he should burn in hell?
Regardless of the devotion he gives to God?
It's time for society to burn down.
Why can't people see--
skin is varying
love is the fruit of life
America is selfish--
it isn't our place to judge;
Oh don't slip the muse
woman always watched
I'm not strong,
was would be true
my dad bosses me
once I fought,
but now (...)
the weight forced me
down to drown.
Now I suffocate
on my own fading life
He picked me over HIM
my cousin, not even his own
bisexual he was
but he died
and when he did
Father never accepted myself
I'm a sin to him
the fire in california--
even if boys were the point
Some Private Corner...Denial is betrayal
a betrayal I darest not seek
minds say one thing
oh how bodies
say such more of another...
could jus' be licked up
all is good
when wet that is
look at the basics
you're a flaming fit
if anatomy could vocal
yours would be singing
one could only merely muse
of your strummed words
how grand it may be...
a morsel pondering
brings the electric flowing through
the body upwards
lips wrapped 'round the
wet well fitted..
so slippery and perfect
enhancing every scent in
fingers touching the plate
and quick entanglement
of the weavery
hands running up and down
bodies in motion
the more you push
increased pain is there
the pain only makes
me want it more
Everything about you says itI love how you laugh at my jokes
I love how you always believe in me
I love how in class you talk out of turn without a care
I love how in public you'll come up to me and hug me calling me those sweet nicknames
I love how you dance and sing with me in public not caring
I love how you do your hair
I love your smile
I love how smart you are
I love how you are always smiling
I love how you are still a kid
I love how you always call me sexy and gorgeous
I love how you'll hug me in front of my family
I love how you are always yourself with me
I love how you don't care what people think
I love how you'll hold me when I cry
I love how you aren't embarrassed to sit down in hold me in public as I bawl
I love the way you think
I love how you help me with homework
I love your voice
I love your style
I love your spunk
I love your personality
I love how you always smile when I see you
I love how you come to me for everything
I love how you are the only person who knows everything about me
I love yo
four.you told me you loved me today
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so i admitted that
you make want me
Love Hurts (Matt X Tord) pt. 5
"where are we going?" Matt asked, Tord smiled, "you'll see." He then handed Matt a gun. "w- whats this for?"
"just bring it along."
Matt shruged and followed.
Matt and Tord went downtown where it was night and glommy. Tord and Matt hid behind a wall, that was next to a liquor store. "what are we doing?" Matt asked. Tord kissed him, "dont be scared, just follow my lead" The two both put on a mask. and went in.
"DRIVE! DRIVE!" Matt screamed. Tord did, the two went back to their camping area. Tord laughed as he landed the bed, "Matt that was so fun!" Matt didnt smile, "WE ALMOST GOT KILLED!" Tord chuckled. Matt eyes begin to flood with tears "ITS NOT FUNNY, TORD!" he cried. Tord stopped and walked over to Matt, "but we didn't." Matt sniffed, "thats not helping."
Tord hugged Matt on the back, "i- im sorry, Matt. I thought we could've tried something new." Matt still sobbed, "please stop crying" Tord tolled him. "i- i cant" Matt sniffed, "cause i do
Love Hurts (Matt X Tord) pt 2 During their break in school, Edd raced to his friends. "Hey guys!" he told them, Matt smiled, "Edd!" i need to tell you something!" "what about us?" Tom asked. Matt thought "Edd will tell you guys later" he told them, then took edd behind a tree.
"what is it?" Edd asked, Matt smiled, "i think im in love!" he said but not too loud. "Really?" Edd said, "with who?" Matt bit his lip, "uh... well we ment last night, i was getting mugged-"
"WHAT?!" Edd cut him off, Matt sighed, "then he saved my life, i dont know his name, buuuut, i feel in love with him" Edd facepalm then looked at his friend, "its not love when you dont know his name and saves your life. Its called being a friend" Matt scoffed, "it is so called love, it was love, Edd. Love!" Edd sighed, "eh, okay?"
The two came back, Paul and Tom were talking about girls, Edd decided to join in. Matt felt weird but stayed with his friends. "psst" a voice said. Matt looked around. There at the gate benches was a hand tell
Love Hurts (Matt X Tord) pt. 1 Matt is a ginger. A 14 year old ginger. That has a secret. A secret that he hasn't told any of his friends. Not Tom, Paul, or Edd. But today was the day when he was going to give it up.
Tom sighed as he sat down next to his friends, Matt gulped as he saw his friends sitting down waiting for him. He finally sighed, "alright" he said jittery, "i- i dont want any of you to get mad. O- or hate me. But i need to tell you something that i hid from you three for a very long time." Matt took a deep breath and finally spit it out, "i- im gay." The three of his friends all looked at each other, jaw opened, confussed, or with an 'what the hell?' look. Edd coughed and stood up, "uh.... we dont hate you, Matt o- or mad. We're just shooked."
Tom sighed, "at least he said it to us, before we found out our selves" Edd nodded. Paul rubbed the back of his neck, "i- its fine with me" he smiled. Matt did the biggest smile ever "THANKYOUSOMUCHGUYS!ILOVEYOUALL!" Matt saw their faces of what he s
AskingThey all ask for you after the end.
But somehow we have a beginning.
This was a complete accident.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
I was supposed to be like them,
Asking for you.
I don't want that anymore.
But now you're asking for me.
And I'm terrified.
Four EW fanfiction pt. 1
As usaual Edd and his three friends sat on their one couch watching TV. "Hey everyone!" Matt said, "remember how we all meet?" The three thought for a moment. "i do" Tord said smiling. "Me too" Edd said, Tom shruged, "same." Matt smiled, "if only we could go back in time-" Suddenly a portal out of no where and out came their future selfs.
"we are you from the year 20-" Future Matt got cut off by Future Tom landing where they were at. "anyways" he continued, "one of you have to come with us to save our future."
The four looked at each, "whyyyyyy?" they asked at the same time. Future Edd cut in, "because it ruins your friendship, Tord leaves, Tom's gets boring, Matt gets vainer, and Edd. You die."
Edd was about to gasp, until, "wait, if i die, how come your alive?" Future Edd stopped, "uh... cause... Thats not important!"
"so.... where do we go back in time?" Tom asked. Future Tord said, "well if you listen for once, you would know" Tord smiled, "we g
LostFar away was a block or two
Far away was until I met you
You were across the state, I didn't care
My feelings for you were beyond compare
And now you're flying across the nation
Leaving here, so there you will station
I wish you wouldn't go away
I have never felt so far away
UntitledI take a drag from
His cigarette, and
The burn feels like
I taste a smooth drink
From his Sauvignon Blanc
And flashback to summer nights
With tequila and drunken giggles
And remembering just how much
Younger you were than me.
His eyes- filled with that glimmer
A man only gains with experience
Inside a woman's lingerie-
Are never as satisfying as yours were.
Every unfamiliar curve of my body
Amazed you and every gasp and moan
You managed to draw from my mouth
Made you smile like you just
Discovered magic does exist.
If you left any marks
You apologized as if you'd
Spilt water on the Mona Lisa.
As well as he treats me, and
As jealous as all of my friends are,
He pales in comparison to the way
We discovered each other and how
The blue of your eyes became
My ocean that summer.
If it kills me. Three things I've learned this year.
one. successfully stealing away a married man is nothing like I'd hoped.
I'd spent so long telling myself that you wold never leave her. When you
finally did I was more disgusted with myself and you than I ever imagined.
I have loved many a married man, I had trained myself to embrace the ending.
When it turned into a beginning I didn't know how to react. On cold mornings
waking in your bed I still find myself waiting for you to go. Forgive me.
two. when you love someone so desperately that you'd change literally every aspect of yourself to appease them, it is time to exit.
You made me so fucking scared of everything. You handed me all of your insecurities. I embodied them the best I could. I threw down my values and donned an apron for you. I grew to hate you. I hated myself. I hated our life together. I grew old. I took back my snarl. I raised my fists. I began to love you indifferently.
Lean TreesI'm careless look at me, it's obvious
I see your face and it's like fire under my skin
creeping and sneaking under the skin
about the same of what I'd love my skin to be stolen by.
I have these internal escapist thoughts
a fantasy mother would destroy my childhood
for thinking such things
are illegal when of you
although...so delicious are they.
I always said I didn't want you to push me away
I imagine you pushing me against that wall
a revolving head
soft blushing lips
a traveling pair of hands
which I wouldn't stop no matter.
Sigh and moan
gasp and arc
still covered with softer touches than your skin
look at what things we advantage
You're fingers curve right under my face
touching it gently to yours
I want to keep it soft and sweet
but my body wanted it all
up and down
left and right
I didn't mind
I rather preferred it together.
I stepped off the dock and let it fly off
stripped off the bark and wood and let the fire burn
the water seeped in like a pleasu
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