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Letter to my DarlingI wish you would see
All the unhappiness on my expressionless face
The shakiness in my palms..
If you listened to my heart
You would hear the chaos of the emotions that run within me
Deep down all I wish is if you had poured your heart
All I wish is if you would talk to me
All I wish is for you to talk to me
As if the sun and moon were to explode any second
One can only hope that
Would cherish the sun
More than every star out there
So take my hand and maybe
You'll fall a little more for me
I may not be as grand as the others
But I sure as well
Love you more than
That could be loved
But if you get too preoccupied
With the sun
I am indeed just a small star
Don't simply assume that
It means I don't hurt
How great a hole that has been punctured
Countless of times
This is just a letter though
So throw it away
Whatever you choose to do with it
Remember it may be the only letter
That I've written in
ButterflyLife itself, means nothing when you are not in appearance. The sun does not shine bright enough, the moon is never big enough, and my love for you only grows larger and larger each day with you gone.
Come back, I whisper. I'll continue to whisper so throughout my dear forever more. Until the day my dove returns to its true home, it's first nest. Maybe not its only nest, but it's most important one at that.
Maybe we were never to be together, but we were meant to meet each other. You were my world, still are too. You're everything I want to be and want my children to be. You're beautiful inside and out and I pray, I hope, I seek that day where you see what I see darlin'. That day where you finally embrace all the beautiful things you are. All your glorious attributes wrapped up in one single dose of sunshine.
Please, dear love, see the wings I see.
You're like a butterfly: You can't see your wings, but I can. Oh, and how so lovely those wings ar
LillsShort and swirly
you might seem confused if you see her
walking down your halls during the day
I see it either way
she takes after no one
she is herself.
Showing the world how different it could be
she walks tall
the world of hers is something painted
with all these colours in her life
if she notices someone smacking a head on the wall
you'll for sure get her face
That dark zinged hair
that soil that seems black but has decieved you
she isn't too curved
isnt too girly
she isnt too anything
she is just in between
shes the perfection
Sometimes I look out and wonder why people can't be like her more
She loves to roam
nature won't judge her
or hurt her
they'll never knock her down
not as long as she holds the wheat tenderly in her palms
those Italian hands
that little dark lean man can't be found
shes far from him and his ranting
his banter is long gone
lost in the wind.
we need more o
frigid, morbid; a dropping plum
a dry desert
Racism-- a pointless proven banter
Right to love freely--still denied
All my hope--flying high
My best friend is asexual
you going to shame her name forevermore too?
My shopping buddy is gay
so he should burn in hell?
Regardless of the devotion he gives to God?
It's time for society to burn down.
Why can't people see--
skin is varying
love is the fruit of life
America is selfish--
it isn't our place to judge;
Oh don't slip the muse
woman always watched
I'm not strong,
was would be true
my dad bosses me
once I fought,
but now (...)
the weight forced me
down to drown.
Now I suffocate
on my own fading life
He picked me over HIM
my cousin, not even his own
bisexual he was
but he died
and when he did
Father never accepted myself
I'm a sin to him
the fire in california--
even if boys were the point
Some Private Corner...Denial is betrayal
a betrayal I darest not seek
minds say one thing
oh how bodies
say such more of another...
could jus' be licked up
all is good
when wet that is
look at the basics
you're a flaming fit
if anatomy could vocal
yours would be singing
one could only merely muse
of your strummed words
how grand it may be...
a morsel pondering
brings the electric flowing through
the body upwards
lips wrapped 'round the
wet well fitted..
so slippery and perfect
enhancing every scent in
fingers touching the plate
and quick entanglement
of the weavery
hands running up and down
bodies in motion
the more you push
increased pain is there
the pain only makes
me want it more
Everything about you says itI love how you laugh at my jokes
I love how you always believe in me
I love how in class you talk out of turn without a care
I love how in public you'll come up to me and hug me calling me those sweet nicknames
I love how you dance and sing with me in public not caring
I love how you do your hair
I love your smile
I love how smart you are
I love how you are always smiling
I love how you are still a kid
I love how you always call me sexy and gorgeous
I love how you'll hug me in front of my family
I love how you are always yourself with me
I love how you don't care what people think
I love how you'll hold me when I cry
I love how you aren't embarrassed to sit down in hold me in public as I bawl
I love the way you think
I love how you help me with homework
I love your voice
I love your style
I love your spunk
I love your personality
I love how you always smile when I see you
I love how you come to me for everything
I love how you are the only person who knows everything about me
I love yo
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 2
Sixth months later, Matt's belly got bigger. Matt didnt want to come out his room. Edd knocked, "Matt!"
"GO AWAY! IM FAT!" the ginger cried. "you're not, fat. You're preganet." Tom told him, suddenly the door knocked. Edd opened it and sigh, "thank god its you" he said, "matt! We have someone here to see you!"
Matt slowly, got out of his room. He gasped when he saw that person. Tord. He exitedly hugged him, "TORD! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" he cried, Tord smiled, "uh.. yeah." Matt back up and Tord saw his belly. "wow" he said, "you're big." Matt blushed, "yeah" Edd smiled, "we already told Tord abot your pregnacy."
Matt's smile faded, "how do you feel about that?" he asked. Tord smiled, "Matt, when it comes to you Im never mad" he came over and kissed Matt gently. "aww" Edd said, Tom just made a 'thats gross' face. Tord put his hands on his belly, "so... im a dad. Wonderful."
look sorry about the shortness, just i cant find any more ideas. If you want and be
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg)So... this is for fun, if you want me to continue just put yes. Thank you.
After finding their way home from the ocean to find their keys, Matt flopped on his bed. He sighed. Tord's gone he told himself, how can i go on? Sure we broke up before he left, but.... Matt trailed off his thoughts. He heard his belly growl, He huffed and stayed in his bed.
Minutes later, the ginger begin to feel sick. He looked in his mirror and saw he was pale. Am i sick? "Dinner!" Edd called out. When his friends saw him they became worried. "wow, Matt. " Tom said, "you look-" "are you feeling okay?" Edd cuting him off. Matt touched his forehead feeling he was burning up, "i think i got sea sick?" He said. "I could SEE that" Edd smiled. Tom gave him a look, "anyways" Edd said, "do you want to eat?"
Matt looked at the meal Edd cooked. Fish and Chips. "Of course!" Matt said, "i am very hungry!"- Then everything went black.
"uhhhhhh" Matt moaned as he awaken. He saw a certain aside of
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 6 LAST Two months past and it was the day before, the baby was coming and Tord was now leaving. Matt stood in the door way, watching Tord pack up. Tord went to the mirror putting his hat on, when he saw Matt, with tears in his eyes. He turned around sighing, "For the last time, I'll be fine" he said.
Matt nodded. He ran to Tord's arms hugging him tightly. Tord kissed Matt's forehead, "I'll be fine, dont worry." Matt sniffed, "o - okay." Tord continued to hug Matt until he calmed down. Soon they heard a car horn from the front door. The lovers looked out the window and saw Tord's ride. Matt was about to cry again, "be safe" he told him. Tord smiled, "i will." He then leaned down to their son, "i'll do it for you and your mother." Tord sallowed, "i'll see you soon." He looked at Matt, "i'll be back." Matt saw Tord leaving to the car. When he was a distance gone, Matt sighed, "see you."
Edd felt bad for Matt. "Matt he'll be fine" He said. Matt sniffed, "i know" and went to his
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 4
Matt's eyes shot wide open when he heard a knock. "Matt!" Tom yelled, "hurry and eat breakfast so we could find the gender!" Matt got up happily he almost forgot he was going to find that out today! Tord woke up by Mattt's squealing. Tord groaned, "keep it down please" he told him. Matt leaned down to kiss hi scheek, "today we're going to find out the gender" he told him. Tord smiled. "what are you wanting it to be?" he asked, Matt thought, "a- a boy? im not sure with whatever baby im having is fine." Tord kissed Matt, "well lets eat so we could go."
Mattt bust the front door, "YAAAAAAAY! ITS A BOY!" Tom grabbed some pictures that Matt had of the baby. Edd came to look to, "well he certainly small for being seven months." Matt smiled, "that means he only has two more months!" He hugged Edd and Tom, "IM SO HAPPY!"
Tom saw Tord was looking at other papers, Tom escaped from the hug and went to Tord, "whats that?" he asked, "non of your bussines
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 3
That night Tord stayed with Matt. While Tom and Edd were in the living room. "Why does Tord have to be the dad?" Tom asked himself, Edd just sighed, "we just have to deal with that." Tom looked down, "do you think Tord wants to be the father?"
Edd took a sip of his cola, "of course i mean he does love Matt."
Matt and Tord were watching a movie in his room. "So... have you thought of a name?" Tord asked Matt looked at him, "well i havent found out the gender..." Tord kissed Matt's warm lips. Tord begin to make the kiss hot. Matt moaned a bit. Tord smiled during the kiss, he forgot how much he loved to hear Matt moan. Matt pulled away, "Tord we cant, Edd and Tom are still awake!" Tord just smiled, "Matt cmon."
Matt sighed, "what if they catch us?"
"Then they'll know how we made the baby"
"TORD!" Matt siad shamefully. There was a pause. "im sorry" Matt said silently. Tord stroked his cheek, "dont be." The two kissed again.
"Lets get some sleep" Tord said an
Unchanging LoveDespite being consumed by the fire of rage and despair, a spark of love in your heart remains unchanged.
Despite being stranded in the realm of darkness and cold death, a warmth of love in your heart remains untainted.
Despite being ushered to the land unbounded by time, a flame of love in your heart remains unextinguished.
Entangle, convolute, stretch, or even seemingly break the thread of fate between us, they may,
faced by your purity, none will succeed.
Traversing even the untraversable ocean of time, we will find each other again.
The unbreakable thread between us shall not be undone, not even by the hands of time.
Unchanging love endures eternally.
You Weren't a ConvenienceYou told me to find something I want,
not something that was convenient
for the nights when I was lonely.
It struck me hard because
I never thought of you as convenient,
I just always thought of you
and how you made me feel.
Never once did I use your chapped lips
to fill an empty void in my heart.
You told me to go find something that I love
and baby, all I see is you.
Except for youIn the starlight, I was amazed
In the sun, I was blissful
And for you, at the start,
It was just another day
You were a ray of hope
I could finally move on
But darkness hit
Unlike anything before
I fell too deep in love
And now it’s come to this
Dreams started off with love
But now only show pain
The moon can’t describe you
You are a wonderful gaze
The things you do surpass my mind
I’ve never seen anyone so kind
You are dearly loved and so great
But in my heart I feel something break
My mind is finally giving in
I’m falling apart and no one’s here
To pick me up, or to cheer me on
I am reminded; I am alone
You are the reflection of the earth
So bright; you make the moon sparkle
But in my skies, all I see are gray days ahead
It’s raining somewhere, I just know it
That’s where I reside
In the clouds of a darkened sky
Not a star or sun in sight
I am done for
My mind is through
No more falling in love
Except for you
I told everyoneWhat a mess I’ve gotten into
Why did I fall in love with you?
I thought I was done
I told everyone
That I was done with love
Why did you come into my eyes?
I thought I was free from all the lies
I thought I was done
I told everyone
That I was done with love
How did it come to this?
Everything is a hit and miss
I fell into another impossible fate
But this time with you it will never be too late
But you’re just as far away as all the rest
Don’t put my love to the test
Lean TreesI'm careless look at me, it's obvious
I see your face and it's like fire under my skin
creeping and sneaking under the skin
about the same of what I'd love my skin to be stolen by.
I have these internal escapist thoughts
a fantasy mother would destroy my childhood
for thinking such things
are illegal when of you
although...so delicious are they.
I always said I didn't want you to push me away
I imagine you pushing me against that wall
a revolving head
soft blushing lips
a traveling pair of hands
which I wouldn't stop no matter.
Sigh and moan
gasp and arc
still covered with softer touches than your skin
look at what things we advantage
You're fingers curve right under my face
touching it gently to yours
I want to keep it soft and sweet
but my body wanted it all
up and down
left and right
I didn't mind
I rather preferred it together.
I stepped off the dock and let it fly off
stripped off the bark and wood and let the fire burn
the water seeped in like a pleasu
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